First of all this is me kinda bored _{and down a bit}.

Well on Saturday I finally got to see the allergy doctor (if you don't know the grass and trees from the school was making me sick ). The good news, my asthma is actually well controlled. The bad news. I was pretty much allergic to every thing they tested me for (other then the mods) and now I have to get 3 shots twice a week (for six months if all goes well) and I have meds. A nose rinse thing an new inhaler nose spray and eye drops. Because the allergies are making me THAT sick. That's not really the worst part of things. My mom is, _{of course} she must make me feel like the worst person ever because I was a little nervous taking new meds. Like for example she walked into the kitchen and grabbed a Twinkie and started eating it saying she was too stressed out to care about her diet because I was stressing her out about not taking my meds right away. Luckily when my dad came back from his trip every thing was better.

Other news this person bee reminding me of some one... allot. Despite I didn't even hear a single word from them yet . The only class they are in is the only class I don't act weird to be avoided.

Yeah that's another thing I generally am really badly anti-social when it comes to real life. I started with not talking at all in classes till some one hugged me in one class so I started acting weird and stuff. I don't know what my problem is just.. half the people I see just badly annoys me. (well half of them are girls full of them self or whores NOT saying all are) or its just some one that talks to you but you don't really want to talk back but you don't generally want to say that to them. Now there is people I could probably get along with funny and all but most of them are seniors. Freshmen are generally annoying little kids type, sophomore-Juniors are usually people full of them self or whores. Seniors are the ones more like actual kids for crying out loud. Unlike going to the teacher to say "I'm not doing this fucking work its too fucking hard" (stuff like converting oz's into pounds real simple) and wonder "why the fuck do I have an fucking F this fucking teacher just fucking hates me" I swear by the end of the year I'll hear that more then once. Or bragging how long there boyfriends dick was. Now there is a good amount of people that aren't like that but there is JUST too much that is.

ONE LAST thing. Ugh the school district. If ANY thing gets me the worst at the school its going to be the district. First thing only can miss ten days of school then you lose your points. hmm I missed nine days of school because I was sick. so I have one more day in the rest of the school year I'M SORRY THAT I DON'T HAVE THE PERFECT IMMUNE (sp) SYSTEM. Damn maybe if you didn't have so much grass and trees kids won't get sick as much. and with the so god damn worry about missing school kids are going to go to school even if they have the swine flu. so another kid that gets every thing like 10x worst (like for an example a kid with asthma catching a cold leading to him in the hospital seriously ill) can catch and die. Nope learning is more important then fucking health. And my one teacher that was the most funny can't make any jokes any more because he is "scaring kids for life" the school district is one of the things I would just love to murder hell just thinking about it pisses me off. But 10 days out of over 200? With the swine flu going around? And yes theres been two kids so far that I know that had the swine flu (they are fine its not a huge deal) and by law they are force to stay out of school for a week. but they are so god damn worried about missing too much school because of the stupid school district they are not even going to dare stay out of school.